(photo by chi)
Know what I have been thinking? Today when I drove back from the airport, I came to a big life-time realization. Everything started to make sense to me. All of the sudden, out of the blue, first time in my life and I say FINALLY . . . . I stopped thinking in my old pattern.
A multiple desire made me say this:
Blind torture
Giant steps
Phony mascara
Cunning kisses
Fake memory
Run
Run
run
run
A multiple desire made me say this:
Blind torture
Giant steps
Phony mascara
Cunning kisses
Fake memory
Run
Run
run
run
He carried no sign but only a frivolous grin on his sun tanned face.
"Quiet! You fucking people!"
After a quick shower, I sat by my laptop and said hi to Julie. She said she probably gonna drop by later. The old me would freak out and resolved into a frozen food disaster. But instead, I felt at ease, peaceful and very cool. "I am not going to worry about the future or the past. This is now."
After a quick shower, I sat by my laptop and said hi to Julie. She said she probably gonna drop by later. The old me would freak out and resolved into a frozen food disaster. But instead, I felt at ease, peaceful and very cool. "I am not going to worry about the future or the past. This is now."
We sat in the sun at my balcony. I didn't even have the urge to smoke. It's as if I have accomplished a great deal, as if I have made love.
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