Everywhere is as good as here.

(image by chi)

I have that kind of small town syndrome--- "I hate this place. Let me get out of this shit hole!"

It's cool if you think that way and you really get the fu** out. But what if you didn't make it and you just find yourself at the same spot on the wall year after year?

Then it's like a swirl of limbo.

You think you wake up to a different day but it's the same as yesterday. This is no sci-fi. You get the first hand experience in the head. No sooner you will find yourself asking for some anti-depression medication.

This is what I am talking about. Gotta put a slogan on: "Everywhere is as good as here."
Come on, you (or I) need to stop thinking about the world outside of your scope and focus on some good things happened right now, right here. Learn to appreciate the people around you. Stop thinking about "why I am here" or "I don't belong here" if those things didn't help you at the first place.

The important thing is to fire some slogans to boost your energy up. So you are not too numb to feel. Or thinking "God has his plan for me" may also lower the anxiety. When you loose control of your life.................instead of feeling real pissed about it and fall into a deep pit. You can just let it be. Let the flow carry you and allow that to happen.

happy ever after in the pit